sleepless nights.
heart feeling empty.
reflecting on the mistakes that i have caused.
why do i make such mistakes?
damn it.
i still hate me.




PAIN.

PAIN.

PAIN.

PAIN.

PAIN.

I HATE PAIN.
SOME ONE.
TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY?






she told me to go and die again.

maybe...




I'm pissed. fuck everything.




today.my mother told me to go and die.
seriously.
i think i should.




have you ever felt like the whole world is crashing down on you?
and books,priests and lessons tell you that when everything that goes wrong.
you have people called family to relyon?

however,some families are redundant.

have you ever wondered how it would feel to die?
painless deaths:
1.overdose of sleeping pills.
2.jump of a super tall building.
3.stab your heart.
4.blast your brain.
painful deaths:
1.bleed to death.
2.drink strong poison.
3.get into a serious accident that wont kill you instantly.
4.jump off a not so tall building in a remote area and suffer to death.




choose one.




Question of the Day: Who's the retard who loves Glynis so fucking much?

Answer: Shyan Low aka Ah Xianggggggg :D

Heh love you Shyaniepoo!

P/s: Dotcha love catching in the darkkkkkk :)
P/p/s: I enjoyed the chalet cum stayover with you & the rest!
P/p/p/s: And that made me love all of you a little more, including you!
P/p/p/p/s: Thanks for the icecream btw (:
P/p/p/p/p/s: Andandand I love you Low Huoh Shyannnnnnnnnn! :)

Muahahahaha.




eh hur hur.

school sucks.
hate exams.
im pissed.
im like a full time nerd la.
i hate hate hate school.
tomorrow's the dumb skit.
backside.gonna throw my face big time.


ahhhhhh.motivation.motivation.
come home to meeeeeee.

='(