Fucked Up Life

2006-12-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

sleepless nights.
heart feeling empty.
reflecting on the mistakes that i have caused.
why do i make such mistakes?
damn it.
i still hate me.

2006-12-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

PAIN.

PAIN.

PAIN.

PAIN.

PAIN.

I HATE PAIN.
SOME ONE.
TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY?

2006-12-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

she told me to go and die again.

maybe...

2006-11-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

I'm pissed. fuck everything.

2006-10-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

today.my mother told me to go and die.
seriously.
i think i should.

2006-10-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt like the whole world is crashing down on you?
and books,priests and lessons tell you that when everything that goes wrong.
you have people called family to relyon?

however,some families are redundant.

have you ever wondered how it would feel to die?
painless deaths:
1.overdose of sleeping pills.
2.jump of a super tall building.
3.stab your heart.
4.blast your brain.
painful deaths:
1.bleed to death.
2.drink strong poison.
3.get into a serious accident that wont kill you instantly.
4.jump off a not so tall building in a remote area and suffer to death.

choose one.

2006-10-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

Question of the Day: Who's the retard who loves Glynis so fucking much?

Answer: Shyan Low aka Ah Xianggggggg :D

Heh love you Shyaniepoo!

P/s: Dotcha love catching in the darkkkkkk :)
P/p/s: I enjoyed the chalet cum stayover with you & the rest!
P/p/p/s: And that made me love all of you a little more, including you!
P/p/p/p/s: Thanks for the icecream btw (:
P/p/p/p/p/s: Andandand I love you Low Huoh Shyannnnnnnnnn! :)

Muahahahaha.

2006-09-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

eh hur hur.

school sucks.
hate exams.
im pissed.
im like a full time nerd la.
i hate hate hate school.
tomorrow's the dumb skit.
backside.gonna throw my face big time.

ahhhhhh.motivation.motivation.
come home to meeeeeee.

='(

2006-07-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

hello.
this blog has not grown maggots alright.
ahhaha
i have finally updated.
having Ns prelims now.sighs.
super uber boring.
hate exams.need motivation now.NOW.
tomorrows english.
alright have to work hard now.
work hard.work hard.work hard....

SHYAN! AZA AZA FIGHT!

ack.

2006-04-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

1. Who is the stupidiest person in the world?

Answer: shyan.

2. Why is she the stupidiest in the world?

Answer: she made a terrible mistake and cause her to lose something so percious.

3. Why has she done so?

Answer: because... SHE IS STUPID!

2006-02-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

she is such a fucking bitch.
compare.compare. compare.
thats the only thing she knows how to do.
i am not smart. i cant study for nuts.
i hate school as much as i hate her.
bitch.

2006-01-08T10:47:00.000+08:00

why?

embrace me.

2006-01-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

ehhhh. school's starting tomorrow.
ew.
hate school.....
anyways.went j8 with hazel to get last min. stationaries.
ah.saw this nike bag.
so niceeeeeee. i love it.
but it is like ninety?
=(
new year resolutions.
1.lose like 5kg.
2.that nike bag.
3.save money like hell.
4.study really hard and pass maths.
alright.logging off.
oh yea.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

2005-12-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

do i even?
is it right?
if it is...
then why does it feel so wrong?

2005-12-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES
AND DREAMS COME TRUE
DURING THE UPCOMING YEAR.

:)

2005-12-03T08:13:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i'm a happy cow.
moo.moo.moo.
=)

kisses reserved.

2005-11-18T07:18:00.000+08:00

nickelback
photograph.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,

I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

(Bridge)
I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

(Chorus)
Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...

2005-11-06T14:43:00.000+08:00

life is so unfair.
why do i always not get the things i yearn for?
but the others.those that i dont really.
came so ever quickly.
sighs

you are different.
you know it.
but sometimes.
i dont know if you are just.
fooling around.
:(

2005-10-30T07:42:00.000+08:00

good morning.
i am lazy to blog.
i have nothing to say.
i just been going out everyday.
nothing to do.
i think i am a NERD.
i am so free
that i just wanna study.
but of course i dun la.
aiya.
nothing to write la.
bye bye.

2005-10-08T09:56:00.000+08:00

i hate my life.
why?
cause.
when two halfs decided that they should be together
and become whole.
they bring life to the world,
they are happy at first,
then things start to go wrong.
then they decide to split.
putting blames on each other,
eventhough they say they do not.
one half moves out.
and the little ones have to choose who to follow.
after choosing.they start to think.
maybe.maybe.life wont be so noisy and scary anymore.
they didnt need to hear the quarrellings or fighting the two halfs make.
they were wrong.
more quarrellings occurs.
as little ones mature.
temper changes,
threathening happens.
causing pain and hatred all the time.
soon.
all little one feels is anger and hatred.
no more love or pain or sorrow.
seeks more comfort from friends
then the halfs anymore.
half begins to feel useless.
start pushing the little one back to the other half.
pain comes back for the little one.
but soon changed to anger and hatred again.
things settle.
months passed with lesser quarrels,
until a major quarrel or fight occurs.
threathings return.
tears of anger down little one's face.
but. in the end.
wheather the fault begins with the half or the little one,
it will all be placed onto the little one.
as little one has little power now.
there is not much little one can do.
who knows.
who knows.
what little one can do in the future...

2005-10-08T08:48:00.000+08:00

I HATE BITCH
FUCK FUCK FUCK!

2005-10-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
just back from studying with hazel.
"studying" you see.
people were just smoking too much.
now. i think the smoke smell is still in my nose.
wtf.
tomorrow chinese.
didnt study much.
fuck.
fail la.

2005-10-05T09:21:00.000+08:00

Blogger's damn fucked up.
But your template's up (:
(it rhymes!)

It wasn't scewed up this up.
Btw, shyan low.
Right click Select All & Copy into your new blog okay.
I don't have your user & password so I didn't do it.
& I think you're still sleeping. HAHAHA.

Alright, let me know if you wanna change the templete or something.

Oh! & PLEASE FUCKING CHANGE YOUR TAGBOARD'S COLOUR.
piang piang eh.
Colour combi ~~DAMN FUCKING NICE~~ shyan.
Nods.

& You better thank me x) Be grateful shyan! =DD

(:

<3>
Glynis.

2005-09-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

fark. i am not studying still.
went to coffebean to study with hazel. amelia and nadine.
yes. again.
stoned at the book.
wad the hell.
i need to study.
stall all that blooody info in my pea-sized brain.
yes. thats it.
i deserve 156421484616 SLAPS!
goodness.
seriously i have been slapping myself?
ya. it only keeps me awake for like 5 secs?
then it wears off.
that explain why i need so many slaps.
i am going to study until ten.
yes i am.
no more maple till the ends end.
yes shyan yes.

SLAP!

2005-09-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

im home.
didnt go school today.
gonna see that doc to treat the bloody block nose and cough!
then to tution later!
then out for dinner with daryl and jess.
sweet!
im not studying again.
fark.
slap me please.

bye.

fly away with me.

2005-09-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i am such a fucker.
i have not been studying for days.
and even i did, i would be stoning and day dreaming about my field of cows!
thats bad.
i am going to macs EVERYDAY!to study.
cause i cannot study at home.
all the bloody distractions.
argh! i need tutoring badly.
someone? help?
PRETTY PLEASE???
i cannot fail again,
i cant i cant i cant!!!

alright.
went to macs with sham yesterday.
stoned at book. damn it.
today. suppose to meet glynis and people at 10
but dumb mum made me clean the house just i as i was about to bathe.
wad an ass. -_-
anyways. made me do more work.
and i was HELL LATE!!!
sooo sorry guys.
went to toa payoh but couldnr find place.
didnt study again. fark.met BEL! at 4.30 in gardens.
went macs as coffebean was full.
AT LAST I DID MATHS PAPER ONE.
but thats so little not enough.
i must stay up late today!
i must STUDY!

i love you.

NOT

2005-09-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

towned with hazel yesterday! weeee.
i am being girly. i want skirts.
and yes. i WILL save money to buy!
gonna save money like mad this time.
hmmm. haven been studying still.
SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP!!!!!
ARGHHHHH!!

cant you see how much you mean to me.
i dun want things to change.
if knowing the truth would change how it is now.
i rather hide it from you forever.

2005-09-09T10:52:00.000+08:00

i haven studied for the ends yet!!!!!!
ahhhh! the whole hols has passed.
ahhhh.this sucks big big time.

i deserve 4644212564145646135321 slaps!!!

since i couldn't pray for my own happiness,i prayed to the moon in the night sky for happiness of the one whose warm hand i held.

2005-09-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

i am sad.
i dunno why.
i cant study nowadays.
i cant afford to retain another year.
i just cant.
cant find that motivation.

someone take this pain away.

2005-09-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
had the most slackest training today.
we hardly did any exercise.
:)
haha.
i love my mummy jess so much.
she makes me laugh.
i love bel and daryl too.
they are all leaving after their Os.
:(

i wish i could turn back time.
so that i will not make these stupid mistakes
that make me regret.

2005-08-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

i hate ART PROJECT!!!
why must the tape spoil. humph.
pdnvscxnsbsldscjsb.

):

2005-08-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

OH YEA!!!
MY PHONE IS FINALLY BACK!!
WOOHOOOO!!!
AHAHAHHA!!!

2005-08-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
went to glynis godma house today!
that place is the best best best place i have been to in a loong time!!!!
its like so WAHHHHH!!!
HHAHAHHA!
____________________________

sometimes i wonder if you really mean it or you are faking it.
i hate the feeling of doubt.
maybe like the rest said. you are two faced.
but i just dun wanna believe it.

poots.
off i go.

2005-08-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

hello.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

WEEE.
just trying to have that mood of "i love singapore!!"
but not working.

alright. at my auntys house BAKING CAKE!!!
muhahahahhaha!!!
my pandan looks alright!!
but dunno about that orange.
weells. who cares!! its MADE BY ME1!!!!

gonna meet SHAMMIE POO at ps for our dATE with mr WONKERS!!
see ya!!

2005-08-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

someone just shoot me.
i hate how im feeling now.
sucks! it hurts.
hate hate hate hate hate!!!!
i feel like i deserve a thousand slaps on my face!

someone.just take this pain away.
so far somewhere i cannot reach.

2005-07-31T15:38:00.001+08:00

hello everyone.
im sooo in deep shit.
i haven started studying for my cts next weeks.
aww man.
im not that guai person i was in that last entry.
i regret it.
i rather be that guai person.
ahhhh.
moody these few days.
not sure why?
and im grumpy. grumpy. grumpy.

poof. im off.
sighs.

2005-07-31T15:38:00.000+08:00

2005-07-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

goodness!! someone save me!!!

im scaring me!!

SUDDENLY. I HAVE BECOME SO GUAI!
I'VE BEEN STUDYING!!
ARGH!! I'VE BEEN DOING MY HOMEWORK!
IM NOT LIKE THAT. I FEEL... SO...SO....

GUAI!

GOOD THING RIGHT? BUT I CANT STAND IT!
SIGHS,

2005-07-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...

chanel and glynis says that they rock more then i do!

hahaha!!!

but i noe i rock more than them MUAHHAHAHHA!!!

but i still love them! hhahha!

2005-07-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. im not bored.
but i am not happy either.
neither am i sad nor bitter.
i dunno what to do.

ah. whatever.

2005-07-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is my event
i very scared.
i wanna cry.boo.
):

2005-07-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

FUCK.

just let me be.

2005-07-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

hello!
i went to watch initial D with daryl today.
:)
so nice.
i think jay chou is so cool!! HAHAHA.
i love jay chou now.
realised how cool and shuai he is.
hehehe.
i love jay.
jay.
jay.
jay.
hehehee.
met liz and oreal later at ps.
walked here there here there.
ploped home after that.
lazy to fill in the details.
taa.

2005-07-02T19:48:00.000+08:00

heelo everyone.
i am sick.
down with flu and fever.
sucks.
i slept 16++ hours le.
but it still so painful.
ouch.
i needa get well before nats, yes i do.
alrights. byebye

2005-06-26T09:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday!
went over to lizzie poo's house at around three ++.
then played with miko. so cute but i still hate her barking.
so loud!!!
went to hougang mall to buy some stuff.
heheh.
went back to her house and she made MUA CHEE!!!!
so nice!!! soft and chewy!!! plus the nice nice peanut powder coated over!!
one great dish!! (:
then played with miko more.
lynnie poo was there too!
talked and laughed rolled around?!
OH YES!!! I PLAYED WITH THE VOILIN!
SO FUN!!! i made wierd noises but it was fun!!!
HAHAHA!
later.liz and lynn's dad drove us to gardens to meet bel and daryl!
went to eat ROTI PRATA!
yum yum.
i ate the tissue prata and a fried chicken.haha.
the guy came with chilli sauce and i thought it was for my prata.
so i put the chilli sauce on.then realised it was for the CHICKEN?!
so malu.goodness.yes.yes. everyone started laughing at me.as usual.
ate and ate.
liz and lynn's daddy paid for the meal!!
we wanted to pay him back but he refused.
so nice right. so..
THANK YOU!!

they left.
bel daryl and i walked around the whole of gardens!
first. we went in to NTUC.made a fool of ourselves then walked towards macs that side.
then -BEEP-. *text missing!!*
-yes.off to 7-eleven.
i bought mash potato! nice.
went to the club there to use the toilet.
after that,we walked to the pool side. sat on those chairs.
talked the night away.
at around 10. made way to gardens bus stop.
talked somemore! took pics!
then my phone SPOILT. AHHH!!
so sad alright.i wanted to cry! boo hoo.
bro called daryl's phone.went to chomp chomp.
to buy him wanton mee.met YUJUN!
and thought we saw yilyn.our pri.sch friend.
left gardens. i reached home about 11.30.
used mums phone. ARGH!
i HATE IT.
my phone is like my life.haha.
i feel like i lost all contact with the world!!!
humph.
ah. shall go off now and hibernate till my phone is repaired!
byeeee.

2005-06-23T18:53:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!
SUCKS LA.
MY TIMING IS LOUSY.
HOW HOW HOW.
how to do nats like that????
sob sob sob.

i am going to train during the weekends.
anyone wanna coach me?

sighs.
):

2005-06-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

:)

im bored!

2005-06-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

i wish one day.
i could stop making all these stupid mistakes that makes me and you cry.
i really hate it.
i wish you would stop blaming me for everything.
but in the end it all comes back to be my fault.
the pain there hurts like hell.
i wish these pains would stop forever.
forever.

just let me die.

2005-06-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. im back from swim camp!!!
camp is nice and fun.yes yes yes.
day one.
played lotsa games in the morning then went to training after.
supposed to reach back at school before seven.
but cause me avril yang and peilian have very big bodies. we bathed too long and reached school at 7.15.
naughty us.hurr.
but there were others that were later then us.
ah wells.
after dinner.
had a treasure hunt.
basement was scary.
there is one pillar at the carpark that has this like small alter?!
liz and i stared at it and ran like mad dogs!hhaha.
ran and ran around school.every level. looking for thigs here and there.
i was so tired i thought i was about to faint and die or something.
bonus rounds kept me alive.someohow.
went to bathe.avril pei yang and i were bloody late again.
making everyone wait again.cause we waited for the toilets to be cleared.
and we washed our clothes.
the rest had to eat supper while waiting for us.
SORRY!
the rest went to watch a movie.resident evil. the second one.
went to bed after.i could not sleep.and was waiting for the sun to rise but it didnt rise.-__-''
finally i just sat up and stared around the room.hurr.
pei woke up. and checked her phone have happily told me that it was only four thirty in the morning.AH GOODNESS.
finally i put my pillow on pei butt and slept till 7 like that.
got ready and off the east coast park.

day two.
reach ecp.had land training.
so tiring. pouts.then we played this dodgeball thing.
we lost two bloody round. boo hoo. but never mind.
had bonus rounds.cheered like donkeys.
off to the next game.
errr.captains ball.
i was goalie and had to keep one foot in a pail at all times.
so painful i kept falling and the other goalie. didnt lor.
kor lijie just kept catching with her loong legs and loong arms.
im tired of typing.
shall continue another time.
snorts.
bye.

i am from the red team.VIPERS ARE THE BEST ALRIGHT.
even though we lost.we are happy.cause we did our best.heh.

2005-06-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i am so bored.
there's camp tomorrow.
bored bored bored.
everyday its like tranings tuition.
blarh blarh blarh.
sucks.
bye people.

nic's birthday is tomorrow!!
wishing you an early birthday!!!
HAPPY BITRHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIC!!
HAPPY BITRHDAY TO YOU!!

2005-06-07T19:42:00.000+08:00

hello.
shyan loves me.
wahahahahaha.
she has an army of hamsters.
and 4 dogs.
feel free to visit anytime.
i'm worried about li jia yi.
this shyan had to go and tell me about the bad bad man.
how!!!!!!
wad if that bad bad man does something evil to my new friend.
i'll feel bad for the rest of my very short life.
oh no. she's so innocent and puny.
she knows me as teh rer ling.
how how how.
wicked man with evil intentions.
you better buzz off.
zzzzz. okay. goodnight everyone.
and good morning.
darylyn

2005-06-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

went training just now.
so tiring.
i must train more.sighs.
anyways
after training.
went to chomp chomp with
daryl.jess.pei.
ate sting ray.MUSSELS!.carrot cake.
i drank TEH TARIK.
they drank sugar cane.
haaa.
later mum and auntie came down and ate.
they left.
went to ntuc after.
BOUGHT LOTSA SNACKS!
FAT FAT!
ah wells. hahahahha.

walked up the slope.
cause mum wants too.
booo.
felt proud of walking up when i reached my gate.
hehheh.

walked in. and suddenly.
i fell in the drain.
damn.
so pain.
the skin totally falpped.
but not very big.
but it wont stop bleed.
ouch.
tomorrow still got the art excurssion.
pai pain.
:(((((

ah wells.
bye.

2005-06-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

WHY!WHY!WHY!
THE COMP CRASHED YESTERDAY!!!
AND NOW ALL MY PRECIOUS SONGS!ANIME!MANGAS!
EVEN ALL THE OLD ONES PROTECTED IN THIS COMP FOR YEARS!
GOOOOOOONE!!!!
ARGHHHHHHH!!!
SAD AR!!!!

SO NOW.EVERYONE TIME TO SEND ME LOTSA SONGS!
PLEASE! THANKS!

2005-05-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
days now are B.O.R.I.N.G.
harrdeeharr.
ptm turned out pretty fine.
everyday. i just spend my time rolling around in bed.
yea.
life's boring.

oh yes. results were much better then last year's
heheh.
results:
english paper 1-40.5/60 :/
english paper 2-43/80 :(
chinese paper 1-32/70 :'(
chinese paper 2-69/100 :)
maths paper 1-11/60 (ahhhhh! sucks) :'(
maths paper 2- 20/40 (at least i passed this.) :)
physics-27/50 :)
biology-29/50 :)
social studies-25/50(phew!) :/
literature-29/30 :)
art-58/100 :/

class position:8
level position:25

my results are not fantastic.
getting these position doesnt make me feel like i am smarter.
shall really get better grades so that i would feel that i worked hard for the position i get.
*smirks

ahh. wells. at least i only failed maths this time.
shall study more this june hols.
tired of failing.
*shruggs

off.

2005-05-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.

i wanna say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to
avril.bel.daryl.pei..sham.
for spending that tuesday night out with me to celebrate my bday!
was really really HAPPY!

not to forget.
hazel.cheryl.jerene.juls.lynette.leeza.
SHEILA.TOII.NINNY.NAT.RAE.JO.KIM.
and the rest that wished me!

I LOVE YOU ALL.

ps. toii?
i really love the cow.
:D

2005-05-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!

IT"S TOMORROW!!!!
YAY!!!!
HEHHEH...

sorry for being so BHB the past few days.
hehehe.
im just too excited!

forgive me?
:p

2005-05-15T07:45:00.000+08:00

yester!
met bel sherry and daryl at 2++.
in bishan.
ate roti boy?!
yum. so nice.haha
bel was looking for a pair of heels.
so we went hunting with her.

walked somemore.an bel decides she should get a top.
went to giodarno?!(dunno how to spell) hhehe.
sherry and her bought this top.
they look so pretty in it.

went to town.walk walk walk
walk walk.
heerens. saw chocolatechip.qian yu.sarah lau.and their friend.
hehe.
walked somemore.
then bel decides to get her shoes.
went to wisma.got shoes.

over to sherry's house.
its so comfortable.
i think i can sit there forever.
but her dog max. is so not nice.
BARK BARK BARK!
poor sherry had to make it stop.
slacked around.
went to chomp chomp.
couldnt get a seat so we went to da bao.
took it to our usual place to eat instead.
sham joinned us later.
ate.killed some irritating big ants.
then over to macs for ice cream.

daryl.sham and i ate sundae.
sherry ate flurry.bel ate cone.
chocolate was nice! :)
talked about how lame we were when we were young.
laughed and laughed
then around 9.+++
mum came to pick me.
then thats all.

3 more days!!!!
:)

2005-05-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

nothing happened today

i just rolled in the bed!
watched hitch.
done.

5 MORE DAYS!!!!
:DDDD

2005-05-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
hehe.
met up with bel and daryl for lunch/dinner?!
nice!!!
have not been seeing them since exams STARTED!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!
WEEEEEE...

6 MORE DAYS!!!!
:)

2005-05-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

9 MORE DAYS!!!!!

WEEEE.

HAPPYY.
TOMORROW IS ART PAPER.
HAVEN FINISH MY FREAKING RESEARCH
DIE.

SHALL GO DO NOW.
BYEEEEE.

2005-05-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

weeeee.
exams are nearly over.
left with art paper on thursday.
then i am DONE!

dun thnk i woild do well?!
boooo.

sighs.

bday in 8 DAYS
bwaha.
BYEEEEEE.

2005-05-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!
cahnged this skin and it cant work well. why?????
boo hoo.
bday is in TEN DAYS!
WEEEEEEE*

2005-05-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
hmm. met with daryl.pei.sham!
met at 12.30.studied at coffeebean.hahha.
we FROZE like FEATHERLESS CHICKENS!
POK POK KEHH. HAHAHHA
it was so COLD.
then around 2++. we went to eat at this indian food stall.
daryl and pei ate INDIAN ROJAK.
sham ate CHEESE PRATA.
SHYAN ATE MUTTON BRIYANI.
YUM YUM.-SMACKS LIPS!

went to macs to study.
one table apart sat freaking lianish people.
they speak like freaking loud.
and ya. one girl went.
''wo de ANG MO he HISTORY hen lan lor.''
then they play music from their phone very loudly.
making HELL LOT OF NOISE.
i had all fucking urge to shout a big fat SHUT UP LA!
but.
they left after a while so ya.fine.
studied till about 4.30.
made way to daryl's house to play badminton.
weeee! was so fun!
laughed like mad cows!!! :)
i wanna play AGAIN!
HEHEHE.

went back. and met daryl. and bel. at chomp chomp for dinner!
FUNNY THINGS happen WHAHA

to lazy to tell the rest.
yawns.
gonna sleep.
nights people.

2005-04-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.

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'can you see how bored i am?
:(

2005-04-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
shyan is such a big fat cow.
today.mum bro and i were invited to this dinner to celebrate this guy's birtgday.
first dish.starter.
some ham ham thingy.
second dish.
alfreddo?pasta thing.with crab and prawns.
third dish.
STEAK!YUMYUM!
LAST.DESSERT.
TIRAMISU!!!

fat fat fat!
i need to lose weight seriously! :O

2005-04-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

WAD IS THE PROBLEM WITH THE PEOPLE IN OUR SCHOOL. LIKE STEALING THINGS SO MUCH THAT THEY HAVE TO COME AND STEAL MINE. WAD LOSERS ALRIGHT.
I HOPE YOU GET CAUGHT FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO AND GET EXPELLED BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!

UNTIL YOU RETURN ME MY BOOK.
IF YOU DONT BY MONDAY. YOU GET CURSED BY ME. SHYAN LOW.
HUMPH!

2005-04-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

i have let chances slip by.
they were there infront of me but i chose to ignore them.
but that is MY PROBLEM.
YOU!
have to poke your big fat nose into everything and assume that you know everything but you dont.
STOP ASSUMING FOR GOODNESS SAKES!
WALAO! I HATE YOU!
i wish i could be parentless.

2005-03-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

cant understand why you can keep backstabbing the friends around you who have trust in you.
to me. i feel that you are such an irritating.childish person. but wells. not everyone thinks that way.
though i noe.yr frens will always STICK to you cause they think you are cool???????
ah wells.
hope you would WAKE UP and see that you are wrong !!!!!

2005-03-19T09:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday!!!

went to give qi a surprise party!
went to maths remedial in the morning till 12.
made way to lazy toii's house.
played with her hamster WEH.
which happily nibble on my finger making me throw it back into the cage, screaming!
( I HATE HAMSTERS!!!!!) -_-''
NAT came after a while and we watched MTV all the way.
suppose to meet the rest at 1.30pm but stuff came up had to meet later...

LATER.
LATER.
LATER.
LATER.
LATER.

met up with the frightened QI at compass.
then JO at kovan.
then NIC and RAE at habourfront.
went down to sentosa.
TADAH!!!
SHEILA AND BLISS WERE THERE WITH A BANNER AND A BALLOON TIED ON A TREE!!!
BANNER: HAPPY BITRHDAY QI!!!!!

sang a birthday song.
ate the delicious blueberry cheese cake!!!!
and the tuna sandwiches nic and rae made.
yum yum!

let QI open her nice present!!!!
heheh.
TOII.NATT.ME.
we wrapped it with lotsa newspapers and muskim tape!!!!!
qi had a hard time unwrapping it she took like half and hour!!!
hahahahaha.
we got her a camera.
the one with nine screens.
errr. i dunno wad it is called.
hehe.

clean up the place then went to play in the water.
tried pushing people into the water.
successful ones: NAT and BLISS!
:)
played with the frisbees!
but the wind was spoiling the fun.
in the end we played dog and bone.
hahahahaha.
it was super LAME.
but it was fun.
:) :) :)
went to shower...
then made way to habourfront of dinner.
after that, went to the arcade to play that
hitting the puck game...
i never played so violent before!!!!
i've got blue blacks on my fingers!!!!
after.went home!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BITRHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QI.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
:)

2005-03-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

today!
went to sell flags in town...

it was so BORING!

anyways..
went to eat chicken rice at far east.
then. sold flags for 15 mins or so..........

made way to lido to catch a movie!!!!!!
movie:in good company.
not bad la...

after the movie. left like one hour and didnt feel like selling stoopid flags.
=/

walked to forum TOYS R US!
:) :) :) :) :) :)

SO NICE TO SEE TOYS AGAIN!
played for a while then went to return cans...
ate dinner
home.
yesterday.
went out bought stuff for... for... for....
hehe. shant tell anyone!
cant wait to see her reaction!!!!

:)

2005-03-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

hell to u la..
you are doing it again.
i want a friend that can be by my side all the time...
not someone that puts me back to that old shelf as and when she feels like.
nobody likes the feeling of being neglected.
but you are doing it again.
i have already given you a chance.
hell with it.
even if you are going to tell me that you are fine with me now.
i am not going to talk to you anymore.
i am tired of what ever you do.
i can forget all the stupid things you made me do...
NO more. i am not listening to your load of crap ANYMORE

2005-03-13T07:52:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!
THE BEUUUUTIFULL INTERNET ARRIVED!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!

:)

2005-02-27T13:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHYAN IS FREAKING BORED LA!

I DIDNT GET MY CONNECTION ON WED.
its coming on the 11.03.05
:)

:)

2005-02-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
i am at leeza house now.......

hehehe

I AM GETTING MY INTERNET CONNECTION TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!
'

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHE.
:)

2005-02-13T15:56:00.000+08:00

this year cny wasnt as fun anymore.. i dunno why.
hmmmm
shyan shyan shyan shyan shyan!!!!!
i feel very angry now. i dunno why.
why why why...

:(

:(

2005-01-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

:)

:)

as you can see. i have nothing to do...
cny is coming... haven got my tops. damn.
i need clothes.
anyone wanna go and buy with me?

2005-01-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

i saw the diff. reactions today..
how disgusting old man are..
this pretty lady came out of a car. in this pink fluttery dress... and all the old man are like wahhhh!!!
tsk tsk tsk.
then this small boy scratch his little bottom in front of me.ewwww.
small boys.....
picking noses in front of me in the mrt... eww.
shyan has seen so many ewwing stuff to day;

2005-01-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

camp was not very nice at all....
i didnt like it.
humph.
the only thing i felt that was OK was....
THE SO CALLED BED!
anyways....
day one
arrived at camp...
set up bed
went for a walk on muddy path near camp for an hour.
shoe got stuck dunno how many times in mud.
haha.
went back and did water obstacle course.
hahhaha. so funny.
the first group was walking on this unstable wood. and the wod started sinking real slowwwy.
hahahha.
dun really noe how to explain it here
but it was damn funny la.
day two..
woke up... so sway got my thing.
sighs.
went for the rain forest walk....
it is the worst in the whole camp...
i dun like it one bit.
humph....
all we did was walk walk walk....
i dun like walking...
the weather was bad tooo.
there was sun rain sun rain sun....
horrible..
day three..
I loVE this day!!!!
i just lovvve the sea shore..
so nice..
i saw ostyers!!!!
snails....
and it is the day we all go back to singapore!!!!!
heh heh heh
...
snorts.

2005-01-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

going for camp next week.
tues to thurs.
hai....
i dun wanna go.
i dun like packing things.
yes yes yes.
think of all the games. the natural things that i am going to see...
yes yes yes.
i must cheer up...
________________________________________

met mickey and jesmine dear on friday.
its nice to see them again.
I LOVE MY MICKEY AND JESMINE POOS!!!

2005-01-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

like a piece of glass walking through the crowd....
waiting waiting waiting.
thoughts of just leaving the place and go home...
feeling down.feeling lost. waiting for that someone to ask me why.
but no. that someone left me there alone.
i felt the emptiness inside.
hated it.
sighs.
alright. its all over anyways.
_____________________________

school's starting tomorrow.
darn darn darn
i dun wanna go back.
sighs..

2004-12-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE!!!
SHYAN IS HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!
HEHEHE.

FALALALALALALALALA!!!!!!!

2004-12-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

im in the mood to kill.
fucking dog has finally pissed the hell out of me. humph!!!
gRRRRRRRRRRR.

2004-12-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

SHYAN IS BORED!!!
SHYAN IS BORED!!
SHYAN IS BORED!!!
NAYHS SI DEROB!!!!!
laadeeedaa.
sch is opening in less then two weeks!!!
i dun wanna go back to school.
the thought of retaining make me feel weird...
how how how.
i shall make some promises here.
i low huoh shyan promise to:
not copy from others and do my homework by myself.
study 3 loong hours everyday.
watch only 2 hours of tv.
only use the comp on weekends.
only go out on weekends and public holidays.
_____________________________________________
all these rules will start when school reopens.
boohoo.
its so strict.
shall study hard cant afford to retain another year.
yes, thats it.
anyone wants to motivate me?

2004-12-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm. at the shop today...
i saw my mum selling this cus. a pack of dog food.
she was saying until like it is so nice to eat?!
it is make from real chicken and fish and it is very healthy.
it helps prevent dogs from skin problems. and u can buy dental treats for the teeth in case it has stinky breath.
yes.maybe u want to buy a toy for yr dog in case u are not at home and the poor dog is so bored at least it has something to play with?
she tried with every possible thing la.
the cus. bougtht EVERYTHING alright.
mum is a real good sales woman... hahahha...

2004-12-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. i am at my cousin house now.
i am bored. i have practically nothing to do these few days.
i have tuition tomorrow and i have not done my homework. and im not at home.
hai.
shyan need real entertainment.
but there anit any...
anyone wants to gimme entertainment????

2004-12-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

hello. i have a little boy called RONG heng. sitting on my poor little lap.
he thinks he is not heavy but its ok. shyan doesnt mind.
i went tuition jus now.
that was supppppper boring.
hai.
cousin is repeating everything i say.
so i am going to make him say i am stupid.
LOOK! he said it.
and he is still laughing .
wow. im a miricle worker.
hahaha.
i say stop REPEATING MY WORDS!!!
good boy.
haha
shyan is lame.
shyan needa go hold a stupid dog.
bye bye.

2004-12-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
poor shyan is going to get raebis. becuz a dog bit me yesterday.
poor thumb.
mummy is mean. she made me shave a fierce doggie.
anyways, i cant wait to meet beloved rae and jer. YAY!
im bored.

2004-12-03T10:24:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
im back from windsurfing.
windsurfing is so fun.
i loved it.

i love the swimmers.
i love avril mummy.
i love bel bel.
i love yang yang.
i love daryl poopie.
i love jesslyn mummy.
i love juney baby.
i love michel darling.
i love lynney baby.
i love angela poo.
i love pei pei.
i love yu jun pie.
i love corrine baby.
i love yo yo baby.
not to forget i love the sec ones too.
hahaa.
im bored.

2004-11-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

Im bored.
im bored.
im bored.
someone. please entertain me??????
yes. shyan is tired.
tired.tired tired.
tomorrow.
going to learn windsurfing. snorts. that should be fun?
hais. totally dun have the mood to windsurf.
snorts.
shall go off now.
bye bye.

2004-11-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

shyan is a cow.
but i prefer calling her doughnut. haha.
hello shyan, why u so sian.
haha-bel loves you!
so does avril daryl quee pei yang jesslyn.

shyan would like to wish peilian a happy birthday!!!
shyan is just standing here.
she's wearing jans and a blue shirt.
we're in peilian's house.
we played cards till we had stomachaches.
everyone laughed like pigs.
shyan was serious about her blackjack. right.
this keyboard is so soft. hmmm.
peilian's present is very nice.
very nice.
very very nice.
very very very nice
yes. right. the colours are nice.
blogspot is nice. i wanna change.
the colours. beautiful.
we're gonna watch the incredibles and see the cute baby.
yes. daryl rocks. a lot a lot. i'm not auntie.
bye bye shyannie poo. i love you. it rhymes!

-daryl

2004-11-28T11:31:00.000+08:00

hello. everyone. im very bored these days.
entertainer is in genting now. but shes coming back today.
weeee.
snooores. i left like a month to study for next year and i have not started.
im disappointed in me.
hai.got no motivation to study.
anyone wana gimme motivation??????????

bored. hai.

2004-11-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to sheila.
happy birthday to you.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
MUAHH.MUAHH.MUAHH.
i love you sheila.
__________________________________________
yesterday.
quee.daryl.pei.yang.bel.avril.me.
we went to the esplande.
it was quee's first time.
haha.
we went to the library to see some small performance about poetry?!
avril was in it. she was looking so fierce. hahha. so funny. i wanted to laugh but i was scared that if i laughed, she would laugh too.
next. filled this servey form. and my particulars were:
DICKY LAM
MALE
EMAIL:DICKY_DICKY@HOTMAIL.COM
hahaha.
after that this lecturer act out this mime act.
it was o funny. but it was so quiet that i had to control my laughter.
but it was quite meaningful.
we went for dinner after that.
we walked on and on and on.
in the end settled for macs.
snorres. it was quite a boring dae.
after that we wanted to catch a movie but most of the movies were filled or else it was too late. sobx.
went home. tired.

2004-11-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

i forgot to add abotut wad the priest did.
a row of people stand infront of him.
he would push them by the forehead. that they would fall into other people's arms. onto the floor. that sence soi sooooo bewitching. entertainer and i was actuallly just standing there with our mouths wide open.
i didnt noe that that push on the head so so powerful that people could be crying or laughing.
ahhahahah.
so funny.and scary at the same time.
there was this man thati guess supposingly possessed?
the priest actually jumpped up push his whole face down. i seriously think is very very wierd.
i dun think i want to go again.

2004-11-14T11:02:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
today is toii.joey daddy.mat.meidan birthday.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to toii.daddy.mat and meidan.
happy birthday to you.
_____________________________________

yesterday, i went out with my entertainer. we went to watch THE INCREDIBLES!
it was nice.
violet was pretty.
dash was coool.
jac jac was so CUTE.and powerful.
helen was so flexible. haha
mr incredidle was SUPER strong.

the whole thing was so funny!!!!!!!! hahhaa
after the movie. we went to meet grace
we went to a funfair but before we could do anything.
it started raining.
sobs.
so we went to queue for some church thingy.
after we got in,we went to the toilet.
UNLUCKY me had to get the squatting toilet.
my bueatiful handphone dropped out of my pocket and DIVED straight into the TOILET BOWL!!!!!!
for all things THE SMELLY TOILET BOWL!!!!
my hand juz went in the water to get the fone and i cleaned it with tissue.
lucky i haven peed. whew.
when i told grace and entertainer, they started laughing like hell.
so mean.
i went to clean the fone totally dry.then i on it. and it wnt totally crazy.
so sad can.
hai.
came home and used the hair dryer to blow it.
then let the aircon blow too.
my poor fone please be fine....
now for the other sway thing.
at the church thingy, all the people there were so enthu.!!!and freaky
entertainer and me met this chio girl maybelene.and other of grace frenz.
at the concert thingy.the people could sing songs forever! they sing and sing almost the same songs over and over again.gosh.
they also say a funny word that me and entertainer dun understand. hmmm.
shant type the wrong thing here.
this was also the fiirst time i see grace so enthu!! she was jumping to the music and dancing to the music.entertainer and me juz stand there and clap and laugh. but we felt mean. so we tried to control our laughter. hahahaha
later this priest started talking about the bible.
first he starts with a normal tone voice then he gets louder and LOUDER and LOUDERRRR!!!!!
then all the people will start cheering. i dunno why? maybe his words were so POWERFUL?
then this lady beside me. according to grace her name is ... ASTA?
she was so freaky. cause the priest ask those who wanted to fel gods words and power! step down . many were down there and she wanted me there too i guess. she started talking to me about god and everything. i said ok and she ask me to go down. then i gave her the excuse that i was buddhist and cannot go down la. then she started talking about herself and why god is great yada yada yadaa. i got irritated as her sliva was all over me. i said fine. then she brought me down so i pulled grace and entertainer down too. ahhaa
both of us was freaked. then the priest ak them to say that funny word. i wanted to laugh out loud but since the ASTA hand wad on my shoulder i could not be so mean. i controlled.
later. she somehow became my counseller! scary.
she told me she topped her studies in sec. school. join leaders thingy yada yada. but she was not happy or something.then she join the church and she was like a new person. blah blah blah.
then she ask me to pray with her. and of course more sliva was on my face.
the bad thing is that if i dun agree to anything she says, she will keep talking so i just agreed to everything.
then she ask for my handphone no. just gave her. but since handphone is spoilt. she cant contact me!!!! hahaha.
went home at 12 am. tired.
bye bye. hahah i think this is the longest entry????

2004-11-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

hello people. i am talking to jiawen on the phone now. my little entertainer. she is so funny, she laughteeer is so cute. she goes WAH HAAA haa. like that.she says NO! WEEI!dun WANT! then HEYYYY!!then DUNN WANT!!! Nono.. i dun want to talk already.
hahaha.she is so funny.
the dogs int he shop is so cute there are three shih tzus. one cute small little puppy that jerene is jealous about. yay.

jerene are u even more jealous?
hahahaha.

im going to study real hard. and top class if i can. hehehe.
hai. im so stoopid.
=(

2004-10-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

finally!!! i can blog!yay!
alright. mum jux came home from china!
she bought me soooo many things. i got two nice nice bags! haha.
i am so happy.
went to chomp chomp with daryl.pei.quee.xjie.avril.kim.sherry.bel and me!
haha.
we eat and eat and eat.yummy. but i was not exactly very full but was ok.

2004-09-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

right.something muz be wrong with my com. everytime i try typing on blogger. a stupid thick line appears and i cannot type ANYTHING!!! anyways.
i am so DEAD! exams are coming and i have not studied much.
hmmm. how many more days?
4 days. yes! 4 miserable days!
i keep telling myself, sleep in the afternoon and mug at night.
right. and wad do i do?
i study until ten thirty and i fall asleep.
dang! tat is worst, i have been behaving like a big fat pig. sleep eat sleep sleep sleep!!!
AHHHH!!!!

i was watching this show. and i always wonder.
why do people ask for someone elses name when they are going to die?
and once that person tells his or her name, the other party dies?!
hmmm.
snorts.

2004-09-02T08:49:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee*
having lots of fun these few days!!!
been going out enjoying myself so much.
better stop going out so much and be a good girl and study
BLeaRchX.

GO TO HELL BITCH!!!
i dun need u to show me attitude and ruin my day.
im fine with everything now.
so the hell stop showing me yr fucking lousy face.
go show yr bitchiness to someone else la.

2004-08-22T13:54:00.000+08:00

right. my darn tag board has gone missing.
sheesh.
tomorrow CT is going to start. man.. i dun wanna fail again.
how how how. i hate this school la.............